Monday, June 21, 2004


For some reason unbeknownst I have this disavowal towards inputting information, metaphorical, or otherwise, into this here environ, which was recently conquered, the issue not the space, or rather, the problem not the locality. Whatever, you prolly don’t get it which is all well and good and better for all concerned as you don’t need to know my wherewithalls and I most certainly don’t need to know yours. Hmmm. Anyhoo, there’s all kinds of jinx bathroom shit going on, which is neither here nor there, but if I had to guess one or the other I’d say here. No, there. Shit, can’t remember.

It’s funny how the less you care about something the more hardcore you think it is, but, well, in reality, the more you care, the more real deal holyfield that shit will prolly become, but is that necessarily true? I don’t necessarily think so. And who said you can’t use the same word over again in two sentences in a row? I don’t recall being around when that proclamation was proclaimed, and therefore consider it disregarded.

I look at the state of that which is, in many different spheres, and I’m both ecstatically happy and devastatingly sad. I have so much to say yet it all adds up to zero. I was gonna say less than zero, but 80’s kitsche is so over with. I used to not know when things were over with, and I prolly still don’t, but what matters is that now I think I know, and knowing is half the battle. Fuck, is that 80’s kitsche? Nah, GI Joe goes beyond 80’s, beyond 60’s, shit, it’s from back in the day if I’m not mistaken. But did they have that saying before that cartoon version of it?

See this is why I don’t do this on the days in which it is not done. It’s because if the product is diluted, which it always is in any event, it’s like, what was done? That which shouldn’t have been achieved. Why is it that the less I say the more I say, and the more specific information, ie that which might possibly be understood, is transferred into said medium, the less happy I am with the end result and I think it’s like, bourgeois, or, for example, typical of a type of thing which is already sweeping the nation ad infinitum. I really don’t know the answer to that question, but if you analyze it with a clear and open mind, or rather, I mean, your mind could be diluted and scattered, I guess it wouldn’t hurt, and in fact might help, the process, well, you’ll see that it’s an entirely objective question which only I can answer for myself and which only you, obviously, can answer for YOURself, and, well, you see, there’s just no proper way to end this but to end it, and I hope you enjoyed today’s production of the price is right. Now come on down and collect your prize. Yes, it’s nothing, except that which you learned, which as is so often the case in the great circle of life, that which it was at the start, ie nothing. Congrats.